The thing is, I like to start in the middle of a conversation, as if we've been talking for hours already. The other thing is, I also like to converse as if I am the only one paying attention.

It's some sort of a start

I guess when thoughts start forming everything is exceptional at the birth of that thought. And then when you think it through, sometimes within seconds you know, that it isn't the intelligent thing to do. So you just accept what your mind has concluded. But that never last long, because your heart always seems to interrupt at clearly inopportune times.